Trying tondo good but evil represents itself?…?

I am a 15 year old female that have made a lot of mistakes for the past three years. The problem was basically I ve been disobeying and dishonoring my parents. I wanted to change that, and try to do the right thing. The right thing I do ,is never acknowledge some how, but it always come out to be so sinful. And even if I did one sinful thing, compared to all the good deeds I ve done, its always acknowledged for that. I did some research about Paul in the bible having a struggle with his sinful nature, but couldn t find a solution to help myself to change that. At this point, I m in a position where parents want to disown me as a parent to me, and I don t want to live like that for the rest of my life. PLZ HELP and know what I should do first to mend this problem!

Sorry, the title was supposed to be, “trying to do good but evil represents itself”.

I’ve also been told By my father that he was sorry for the day I was born. He also mentioned that if I killed myself, it would’ve been okay for him because he would be the first to Bury me fast, saying that at least I’m out if his life . I understand his frustration, and he’s angry, but do you think he meant what he said? He told me that he’s ready to throw me out the house.

There were also times where I want to pray to god, but I always find myself to only worship him in the bad times. To me personally I hate that, because the good things that he has done for me I forget to acknowledge him for that. And I also be afraid to. Worship him because i know that I’ve Been doing some wrong things recently and felt that I shouldn’t have the Audacity to even think if worshipping him. Especially if you made promise to not make that mistake again.

4 Answers

  • It is going to be hard to change the old habits. What you do is start the new ones and work hard on them and the old ones will die. However, you have established yourself as being someone your parents cannot count on doing the right thing, so that will take longer and you have to have patience because you created that monster.

  • If your a Christian? Pray to God for Help. Now if your not a Christian? Become one, Find a Nondenominational Church and Join it. There you will get all the help you need !!

  • Only Jesus Christ can help with type of problem. If you already know Jesus, draw close to Him and He will draw close to you and help you.

    If you do not yet know God, do this just as you are, without pretense, in truth and He will help.


    Rom 3:23

    23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,


    Rom 6:23

    23 For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

    Rom 5:8

    8 But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

    To receive God’s free gift….

    Rom 10:9-11

    9 that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.

    10 For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

    11 For the Scripture says, “Whoever believes on Him will not be put to shame.”

    Pray this…

    Father, I accept your gift of forgiveness for all my sins because of what Jesus has done for me.

    Help me in my time of need and show me the way I should go, and to turn away from my sins and trust

    in you. I ask this in Jesus’ name. Amen

    You are no longer a slave to fear, but are a child of God. Colossians 1:13

    13 He has delivered us from the power of darkness and conveyed us into the kingdom of the Son of His love,

    2 Corinthians 5:17

    Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.

  • 1 Corinthians 10:13

    There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.

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